As LJ is one of my on/off, infrequent procrastination tools I've decided on a regular monthly update with note's for those I consider worth mentioning; ergo - December - I've begun working in alldays, and having the monetary problems I have, I've been working damn hard. I've traded in all of my days off for extra shifts because today I calculated that after my debt and paying for myself to come to uni I owe over £5900+odds and at my current rate of pay it will take me 2years 9months to break even, which means I somehow need to condense that into 10 months or I won't be able to do forensics at dundee next year, which basically means I won't be returning to uni at all... But on the flip side I've started making demo cd's for rocksoc which I (apparently) should be in with a good chance for, as I decided that rocksoc's diversification was shit and that kat was(is) just playing all of the music I gave her/applyed to play before. So, after speaking with several very important/old school rocksockers I'm designing sets the aren't cliched(?) and aren't too obscure but still manage to bring rocksoc back to what it was when I first came here and what it was supposed to be without making all of these little self-harming emo cocksuckers whinge too much(I could use you opinion James, be in touch). However other than that not much, merry christmas and shove it up your arse! xx Rik

After a week of coughing huge chunks of phlem and lung I'm finally recovering from pnuemonia, god knows where I get this damn bad luck from but like as not it's probably my own fault. Felt well enough to go to Metal Dan's party last night and it rocked. Lots of the regulars there and then fluffy turned up, was great to see him again, still his happy self. Had a pretty awesome night in all cept I got soaked on my way there and theres photos of me advertising Nazi beliefs on facebook but hopefully no-one will be offended, if they are, fuck it. On a different note I've gotten quite bored lately and have started reading about the Egyptian pantheon and the Egg/Lotus theory, very very interesting stuff, I do however still prefer the old Norse gods, I can relate to and understand the Viking Mythos far more easily than the egyptian stuffbut to be fair they are both far superior to christianity. Also started they grueling task of getting in shape for my walk next year need to put on at least another stone and do some hardcore cardio exercises but it'll all be worth it when I can say I walked from the top of Britain to the bottom, Bangin'.

been a long time between entries, won't bother trying to fill the gap in cos i don't really remember most of the last year. now into the 4th day of my full detox, no cigs, no drink and no weed for 4 days. considering the amount of drugs and drink i've consumed in the last year i'm getting off pretty lightly; sweating like a bitch, shaking, no appetite, severe boredom coupled with lack of motivation, coughing blood (but thats just cos my throat is raw), 3 hours sleep in 4 days, anger, desperation and worst of all there's no-one here, get to go psycho with no witnesses, but seriously loneliness does not help detox, but i'll be damned if i break before this fever does

I Am A: Chaotic Good Dwarf Fighter Bard


Alignment:
Chaotic Good characters are independent types with a strong belief in the value of goodness. They have little use for governments and other forces of order, and will generally do their own things, without heed to such groups.


Race:
Dwarves are short and stout, and easily recognizable by their well-cared-for beards. They are hard workers, and adept at stonework and engineering. They tend to live apart from other races; generally in deep, underground excavated systems, and as such tend to be distant from other races.


Primary Class:
Fighters are the warriors. They use weapons to accomplish their goals. This isn't to say that they aren't intelligent, but that they do, in fact, believe that violence is frequently the answer.


Secondary Class:
Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit.


Deity:



Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy ofNeppyMan (e-mail)

You chose green eyes.
You are a very fun person to be around. You
appreciate all the little things in life, even
if it's something like a soft pillow, or a
certain tree. You can also see the good in
people too, and like them for it. You have many
dreams, and you want to fullfill them all
before you die. You are also mysterious, and
secretive, and guys/girls are attracted to you
for it.


The Eye color personality test
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DRAGON

You are the dragon. A dragon,
in western lore, is a giant lizard with wings.
It usually has the capability to breathe fire.
The dragon symbolizes immense power, physical
strength, and courage. The dragon has also been
a symbol of wisdom and of protection. Dragons
may also appear to be greedy as many a tale
depict them as keepers of vast hordes of
treasure.


Which mythical creature resides in your soul? (11 Results + Pictures)
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You are the Angel of Hell. You love misery and
torment, and though you might not be an
all-over bad person, you are at least a bit
cruel. You are concieted and selfish, and
rarely, if ever, show compassion. You do have
a good side, but don't like to show it for fear
others will see it as vulnerability.


What are you the Angel of?
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80% You have done some nice things, Like (Saved
that old lady), but then stabbing her to death
afterwards your more evil than good and if you
do something good you normaly repay it by
(stabbing the old hag) I guess your pet would
be a raven. Rate 5 and msg me if you want.


How Evil Are You?(with great pics!)
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You're a Wild Drunk

You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again!

Now thats exactly right, when you puke it's just your bodiy's way of making more space for booze:D

Gold Dragon. You have the spirit of a Gold Dragon.
You are very prideful of yourself and friends.
You stand by everything you say. If you had to
you'd fight, more for a friend than yourself.
You know you are well liked, but feel
differently than everyone else.You like to make
things, sometimes to express yourself, etc. But
are good at creating.


What Dragon Spirit Resides in You?
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cracking:D

If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?

Reply here, then post the above line in your own journal.